AHHH!!!! I started this thing with the promise to write in it every night. I'm not very good at keeping journals. So what do I do? I write in it twice and forget about it. Ok, I'm going to be better! I am, I promise. Well, I chatted all day, I ate some lunch, I read a lil bit. That's about the extend of my days, now you know why I don't write much. Well, I WAS going to go out, but every time I make plans Jim runs off with his friends. Which is fine, but I don't like being left alone, and I don't like being in the dark. Well, gotta go now. I'll write more later.
Hi, didn't get a chance to right anything last night. Well, I've been in CA for exactly a year now. I can't believe how the time flies but it does. I haven't seen my family or friends from Utah for a year now. But it's easier to get by now. I'm especially homesick this weekend. Later I will post how great the 4th of July is in Utah, but not tonite
Ahhh, so ends another day. I'm sitting in the dark, writing this, and listening to some good old music (Sam Cooke for those who care) In a few moments I'm going to go to bed, and cuddle with my BF. I just finished writing an email to a great person, and I hope, a good friend. Life is pretty sweet, don't you think? I also submitted some poems to a few webzines today, which makes me nervous. I'm always scared when I share my work, because some of it is so personal. When people criticize my poems, they are criticizing me. Maybe I should learn to distance myself, but how does one distance oneself from one's feelings? Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night with a smile on your face? Do you wake up in the morning with a smile? If not, you should try it. It makes a difference. Do you listen to good music late at night when you should be sleeping but you can't drag yourself away from the delicious feeling of being awake when everyone else is asleep. That's another thing you should try. Hmmm, "There's a Kinda Hush" is how I feel right now, perfectly. "There's a kinda hush, all lover the world tonight, all over the world you can hear the sound of lovers in love..." I'm such a corn ball! =) I hope who ever is reading this is well and happy. G'night =)
Well, the day is over and the night is going to be soon. Today was the typical day for me. I played on the internet a little bit, I hung out with my BF and I finished my book _Yellow Raft in Blue Water_, very interesting and fascinating book. I think most people would enjoy it. I know I did. I plan on rereading it as well. Something nice happened just now. I'm listening to the Oldies station, and "Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me" came on, just as my BF came in to give me a kiss. It was sweet, because that song always reminds me our relationship. "They say be careful with your new love, don't go thinking it's the last you'll find. But they never stood in the dark with you love, when you take me in your arms and drive me slowly out of my mind." Another good song that I heard tonite is "Bridge Over Troubled Water"...it's a good song. Anyway, was that mundane and pointless enough? I doubt anybody else will read this, but it's nice to write it anyway. Good night!